Saturday, 5 September 2015

Height of frustration...



 When nothing goes right.... and everything is in disarray

When all your efforts to sort your affairs fail

When even the most motivational quotes just don't give you hope

When all the inspirational sayings have lost meaning

When you loose faith and any aspiration

It's hard to have faith in yourself for a better tomorrow when it just doesn't seem to work....

Yet we wake up with the same clockwork routine, smile with the world, family and friends oblivious to your pain....because again they think their inspirational words worked on you...

When everything being said to you just floats above you, being so engrossed in pain of an uncertain tomorrow... 

I wish people would understand that sometimes we can't be saved from the torments of our souls, that we have to find that light within ourselves to dig us out....

When the will is yours and the spirit to survive comes from within...whatever happens to you is beyond just "the outcome" either but rather the "inward" feeling of oneself. 

The outcome doesn't matter either.....it's pain I surf on above the wave of self destruction, with the belief my battles will eventually equip me for a better tomorrow.

For now, i will sulk, cry, let the pain flow through me so tomorrow that same pain is mine to conquer and not be conquered.

I am meant to survive all my outcomes.

<3 LiveLoveLife <3